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My hobbies are listening to the music and watching Television. I always do these activities if I feel bored and if I'm tired with my daily activities. They can make me feel better than before and entertain me.
I have some weaknesses inside my self. I am not confidence enough to be in a crowded place. I think there is something less in my self, though there isn't actually. I have a bad habit since I was Junior High School student. I was a passive student if I thought that the teacher didn't too care to me. I could be more not caring of her/his lesson. I didn't want to hear his/her explanation, and I preferred to study alone from books than hearing the teacher who didn't care enough to me. I knew that's bad, but I could not change it. And I could be an active and the most active student in the class if the teacher was fair to all students, not just to one student who the teacher thought as the cleverest student for his/her lesson. Because of that thing which happened to me in Junior High School, it affects me till now. I become a student who sometimes active and sometimes passive. I'm lazy to speak in front of many people except if it is a must for me to speak up. Besides that, I'm an emotional person and often doubt to decide something or do something. If I want to do something, I will think till a hundred times, and everything must be planned before. I seldom can do something spontaneously. I hope everything happen like what I want and what I plan, but if not, I will down. They are my weaknesses.
On the other hand, I also have some strength inside my self. I am an honest person and have a good personality. I almost always tell the truth to other people, except if something is a secret. Sometimes I think that my honest is my weakness, but at last I believe that it is my strength. Only a few people can tell the truth to the others. I have a good intelligence too. I mean that I am clever enough as a student. That's according to my achievements from Elementary School until Senior High School.
In senior high school I learned a lot of things which could improve my self into a better one and to reach what I want. I often attended competitions though I failed to get a good result. Such as: attended story telling contest at school in 2007, Chemistry Olympiad 2008 in Karangasem, Chemistry Olympiad 2010 in Undiksha Singaraja, "Agama Hindu" Competititon 2010 in Karangasem and Chemistry Olympiad 2010 in Denpasar. The results of those competitions were not like what my teacher and I wanted, but I think those are worth experiences for me. Failures which often I got, made me realize that I have to all out in doing something and love what I have to do. As time goes on, I believe I can get achievements more than before if I can manage my self as well as possible.
I want to be a smart student and achieve my desire to be a lecturer to make my family proud of me. I want to see my parents look me with a deep proud. There are five people in my family. They are my father, my mother, my brother, my sister, and me. My family is a simple family. But, we have a big spirit to change our life into better than before. Remembering the condition a few years ago, when we had to survive in a low economic condition, make my parents and my brother work hard to improve our life. My father is a bricklayer and my mother is a house wife. My brother works at a hotel in Kuta as a front officer and my sister works at a restaurant in Nusa Dua as a waitress. Due to their work hard, I can continue my study in Undiksha Singaraja. And nowadays, everything is getting better. I love my family more than anything.
The best thing or moment in my life is when I can make my parents smile because of me. Nothing is better than it. I used to success did it if I got a good result in the end of each semester started from elementary school to senior high school. More ever when my sister and I were still in elementary school and both of us became the best students in the class. Our names were called to come to the stage with four other students. I looked at my family who came to school like so many others students' family. They looked so happy. For me that was a good thing which happened in my life. In every semester at elementary school I could make my parents proud of me. And in junior high school my study result at 1st and 2nd grade still could make my parents smile. I think, what I had done in junior high school was not as good as in senior high school. During my study in senior high school, I more often made my parents smile because of my achievements. And that's the best thing which happened to me in my life. I could get the 1st rank at school since 1st grade. And then when I had been selected by my teacher as the representative of my school in attending "Siswa Berprestasi" competition though at that time I didn't get the 1st rank in the class. My parents were proud of me as the teachers still trusted my ability. But, the result of the competition wasn't satisfied me. I had to accept it for my efforts were not maximal. But, however the results, the most important think for me are my parents' smile and my family's happiness.
I have a motto along my life. It is "Where there's a will, there's a way". It can motivate me in doing something. How difficult is something to do, but if there's a will, I believe I can do it. And spirit is really needed in this case. Whatever we do, we have to do it from deep of our heart and everything good will come toward us. This motto is not only a word. I have proved it. And don't forget to pray to the God in everything that we will do. So, grow a willing in your heart and that willing will bring you to your destination.
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